Ah... the wonders of my imagination... I've been having dreams lately... again I'm just living someone else's life... Sometimes I feel like I don't want to return to reality. I mean it's not like the 'dream' life I'm living is perfect or anything but it is a darn sight more satisfying than the boredom that is my real life. I'm starting to think the reason I'm having these dreams is because of the discontent I feel right now concerning the life I'm living right now... OR maybe I just have an overactive imagination!! Still it's nice to indulge in fantasies once in a while or in MY case often.But...WHATEVER!! I'm starting to think that bloody phrase or word (whatever!!) is becoming my trademark!! That and the word 'bloody'!! I don't know why it just slips out and my folks been complaining that it's very rude and a lady should never say these words!! Please!! My trademark used to be 'Fuck' and 'damn'!! And they should be damn happy I always refrain to say those two words in their 'esteemed' presence!! Though... I've been using the word 'bugger' a lot these days and I'm not even British!! Maybe it's been I've been watching British movies but.... That can't be it... The last British movie I watched was 'Love Actually' which by the way I love!!! I know that movie was like released ages ago but hey I like what I like!! I have to admit back then I watched it because of Hugh Grant!! Now I buy the DVD because well... I just LOVE the movie!! I think it's the fact that it's a Christmas movie and the fact that it has a star-studded cast!! Ooohhhh!! I really love Keira's look in the movie!! I really do think she's gorgeous and grr.... I CANNOT believe she's a year older than me!!!!!!!! So UNFAIR!! (engaging myself in denial mode)
Anyway it's not like she is perfect!! I heard she's curses like a sailor!! Well I can't say I talk like a lady but hey I'm not the celebrity she is!! (Forgive me for my nit-picking.... I'm tremendously jealous of beautiful girls who get to kiss both Orlando Bloom AND Johnny Depp!!) Well actually I'm just jealous that she gets to play a pirate wannabe!! I've always wanted to play a pirate!! I know that in reality pirates are nothing more than crooks yadda yadda yadda (Again.... WHATEVER!!) but I really do think the pirates in movies i.e. fantasy pirates have this roguish quality to them that's highly attractive to me!! I mean I even think Captain Barbossa is rather attractive (believe me I shudder at my own taste sometimes) Still I've always adored the bad boy types!!! Like Colin Farrell and hmm...Maybe even Hugh Grant!! Though I still think Prince William is beyond hot and royal to boot!! But hey it's good to admire others!! But maybe it's the fact that I know that I will never get to meet them so I can safely admire from a distance!! I mean GOD!! Can you imagine marrying someone like Colin Farrell... It definitely won't be a ride in the park!! I mean I realize that marriage is not as simple as 1+1=2 but still to marry a rake reformed or otherwise does have its challenges. But I've never been one to change the world what more a man who thinks he's sort of like God's gift to mankind or in this case womankind....
P.S: I apologize for rambling so bloody much about everything and nothing but hey I'm still in my procrastinating mood right now and it all boils down to the fact that.... I JUST DON'T WANNA STUDY!!!!
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