UGH!!! I HATE EXAMS!!!! :(

*sigh* how I wish exams do not exist..... The results of my procrastination paid off..... Today is my first paper and I'm pretty sure I didn't do my best. Sometimes I wonder what the hell is wrong with me!!! Ever since I was hospitalized and got diagnosed with this stupid condition, I have trouble focusing... not only on my studies but basically everything well everything except Kelly Clarkson. But hey obsession can be a good thing.... (indulge me... I'm in denial about the fact that being a Kelly fan has made ignore my other obsessions) Anyway......
I think this may actually be the first time since I started my course where I feel absolutely confident I'm NOT gonna do my best. But hey, WHATEVER!!! After all it's only a bloody exam it's not like it decides my academic fate!!! OF course when I receive my results, I may have different thoughts..... Well I still have three papers more to go.... Come think about it I really dislike Economics but I think I'll probably do better in that bloody paper than today's exam!! Which is so fucking weird!! Today's exam paper was Marketing and Marketing used to be one of my strongest subjects!!! Again *sigh*
I'm not exactly pointing fingers over here but I dislike the Marketing lecturer so maybe that's the reason why I seem to be so UNinterested in a subject I usually love.... UGH!!! Enough about the stupid exams!!! Still I need to study for tomorrow's Information System paper.... COME ON!!! I can do this!!! Just one week of suffering THEN I can rest..... not like I haven't been resting since the beginning of the semester but again WHATEVER!!!
OH MY GOD !!! I just heard this most wonderful (of course that's only in my humble opinion and I am nothing more than a confused teenager but I digress...) I just heard this old Meatloaf song ( I know I know he's like this really old singer that's like SO not popular right now but HEY I like what I like so hmmph!!) Anyway the song is wicked cool!!! The title is 'Everything louder than everything else'. It has wicked lyrics like and I quote 'I know that I will never be politically correct and I don't give a damn about my lack of etiquette!!' Honestly that line is so damn cool!! It's like IN-YOUR-FACE, asshole!! Anyway the other line I love is 'If you want my views of history then there's something you need to know that the three men I admire the most is Curly, Larry and Moe!!!' Wow!! I find it really amusing that someone can come up with lyrics that say the three he admires the most are the Three Stooges!! That's kinda.... weird!! Well... it's certainly catchy!!
Anyway that song is from Meatloaf's 1993 album "Bat Out Of Hell 2- Back into hell". Honestly I love most of the songs in it. This song, 'Objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are', 'Life is a lemon and I want my money back' and of course who can forget his comeback hit ' I would do anything for love but I won't do that' I think the reason I love those songs so much it's because it's as close as I can get to listening a rock version of an opera which basically means rockopera (is that correct?? Again.... whatever!!) Not to mention, Meatloaf's voice in that album is phenomenal!! Well..I didn't watch him perform in American Idol with some contestant it seems he sounded less than perfect but in his defence he's almost 60!! Still I am always a closet Meatloaf fan and now I am coming out of the closet!!! Because hey!! If closet Kelly Clarkson fans can 'come out' so can a closet Meatloaf fan!!! And since I AM A HUGE KELLY FAN, I should be proud to admit I like other singers who aren't 'in'.