Waiting for just the right moment...

I am now deliberating over the appropriate moment to emerge from the pit of despair I am currently dwelling in....My main concern is will I be leaping from the frying pan into the fire? What if my next endeavour is worse than the hell I am living in now?? My mind is filled with confusion and I am absolutely unsure of my direction... It is times like this when I feel like I've no words to express myself which is quite strange since I consider myself rather eloquent and I'm known for my verbosity...This birthday I will have much to
contemplate about and it will be a time of introspection... Ah... The joys of being a full-fledged adult...